Putting a cat to sleep, even though it's not my cat is very difficult to handle. Me, being an emotional person, teared up and was crying at the vets this afternoon at 4pm. Her cat had cancer and she had yellow skin, wasn't eating. She was really bad for some time. Today was the day her suffering ended. I hope she rests in peace up there in kitty heaven. Cost her nearly $200 for single creamation service so that she can get her ashes back. They did a really good job at the vets. Banfield, inside of Petsmart. They acted completely professional and even kissed the cat goodbye. Many of them were tearing up, mostly because the cats' owner was crying and in pain something awful from this situation. I'm pretty sad right now. I'm trying to distract myself in my own cat. She's helping. She sat in my lap when I came home and pretty much had herself planted there.

